Monday, December 1, 2025

25.12.01 - christmas blues

weather: -10c | overcast | very windy omg i was chilled!!
mental state: slightly deranged (had a pre-period breakdown moment while decorating the tree)

    i feel like at work today i could've gotten a lot more work done, but my adhd was really kicking my ass and idk why.. maybe because it was a monday? and well, tbh i didn't get very much sleep which i'm sure doesn't help the situation lol

    anyways, i got home and felt alright; mentally ready to cook dinner and attempt some small-loaf foaccia. then.. we brought up the christmas tree LMAO! something about having to decorate the tree really killed me, but i blame my incoming period - it genuinely turns me into a different person and i can really feel my mental illness

    in the end we ordered in pizza and we did actually finish the tree, so that was nice but jesus christ wtf man, PPD is no joke my brother


 


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