mental state: scared to go back to work on monday, feeling evil and vile..
this year i really want to QUIT watching short form videos. tbh i don't really watch that many now, but i would like to quit them entirely - and just my phone in general. one thing i did this month was put time limits on my "time sink" apps on my phone, and i'm always so annoyed with myself when it pops up, like oh i've already spent too much time on here.
i read a lot on my phone currently, but i do have a kobo and i actually replaced my old brick one last year, so i think my goal for this month is to organize myself and redownload all my books/fanfiction epubs and carry that around with me all the time.
i'd like to make this a much more analog year for me, and while neocities and blogger are both online, they feel very analog to me since they force me to use my brain.
lastly, 2026 needs to be my year of hydration. my lips are dry, and i am TIRED OF IT.
okay so, my goals for 2026:
2. delete about 5,000 useless photos from my phone
3. continue to update my website and learn html/css
4. go out more in the evenings even though i'm tired + explore/experience my city with the people i love <3333
5. make monthly vlogs (for fun!)
6. lose 30lbs (sorry im not being affected by diet culture i promise, im simply always out of breath and my gerd has been acting up again so it must be done, i can't take the acid reflux anymore.)
okie, thanks for reading :3
dayna
